Wishin I was in Hawaii

Mar 06

have the stinkin flu…Jackson is in intensive care in Tacoma and i cant go to him cause of this flu……will the fun never end?

Feb 28

hawaii

how i wish i was there„„,i want to live there so badly it keeps me awake just the thought of it.I dont know that i can get rid of my eartly possessions to be able to go over with just a suitcase and start over….but that the dream job i crave„„re-doing houses„and spending their money to get to do it…….                             dave hasnt been gone but 6 days out of the 80 before i see him again„,everynight i go to bed later and later waiting till i know he is alive and up for the day….i hate that he dosent live with me and that is not temporary„,this it is until i cant take it and end the marriage„„wow after 30 years„„im almost to that point im s very lonely „my poor furrys hate it when i cry and run because they know a snuggle with snot lovey session is about to commense,….thats where im at today….

Feb 18

“ok well here goes„,im sure that my children will protest my writings„,oh well then dont follow me!!!”